i just saw a gorgeous shooting star on my way with fahrul claudio tonight.

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It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin.

say hello to my new partner in everything, FAHRUL CLAUDIO..

i'm in love with the one who makes me laugh non stop, the one whose here when tears run down on my face, yes the one i'm proud to call my man.

sedikit cerita dibalik kisah cinta baru gue, big thanks to my ADINDA MAYA AUGUSTA yang punya peran besar dalam hubungan gue kali ini, malem-malem pulang rapat fotografi lagi galau + sedih karna diputusin dia malah ngenalin gue ke temennya fahrul claudio (dinda emang paling tau apa yang gue butuhin saat itu) :') ya yang gue butuhin adalah perhatian dan kasih sayang dari cowok baru haha. love you so much dind.

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AMERICAN BOY♥

[Kanye West:]
Just another one champion sound
Me and Estelle about to get down
Who the hottest in the world right now.
Just touched down in London town.
Bet they give me a pound.
Tell them put the money in my hand right now.
Tell the promoter we need more seats,
We just sold out all the floor seats

[Chorus: Estelle]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy.

He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guys who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking his confidence is peaking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but I'm a like what's underneath it.
And no I ain't been to MIAI heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits.
First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my bridrens.
I'm like this American Boy. American Boy

[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy

Can we get away this weekend.
Take me to Broadway.
Let's go shopping baby then we'll go to a Cafù.
Let's go on the subway.
Take me to your hood.
I neva been to Brooklyn and I'd like to see what's good.
Dress in all your fancy clothes.
Sneaker's looking Fresh to Def I'm lovin those Shell Toes.
Walkin that walk.Talk that slick talk.I'm likin this American Boy. American Boy.[

Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Let them know a gwan blud

[Kanye West:]
Who killin em in the UK.
Everybody gonna to say you K, reluctantly, because most of this press don't f**k with me. Estelle once said to me, cool down down don't act a fool now now.
I always act a fool oww oww.
Ain't nothing new now now. He crazy, I know what ya thinkin.
White Pino I know what you're drinkin.
Rap singer.
Chain Blinger.
Holla at the next chick soon as you're blinkin.
What's you're persona. About this American Brama.
Am I shallow cause all my clothes designer.
Dressed smart like a London Bloke. Before he speak his suit bespoke.
And you thought he was cute before. Look at this P Coat, Tell me he's broke.
And I know you're not into all that. I heard your lyrics I feel your spirit.
But I still talk that CAAASH.
Cause a lot wags want to hear it.
And I'm feelin like Mike at his Baddest. The Pips at they Gladys.
And I know they love it. so to hell with all that rubbish

[Estelle:]
Would you be my love, my love.
Could be mine would you be my love my love, could be mine
Could you be my love, my love.
Would you be my American Boy. American Boy

[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy

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I confess that in 2010, i have...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) shopped at Zara or Topshop and Mango
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2010 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
( ) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hide a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
( ) met great people
( ) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
( ) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

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can i walk with you ?

i woke up this morning you were the first thing on my mind
I don't know were it came from all I know is I need you in my life, yeah
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place

Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend 'till the end
Can I walk with you through your life (fades away)

You've got me wondering if you know that I am wondering about you.
This feeling is so strong that I can't imagine you're not feeling it too.
You've known me long enough to trust that I want what's best for you.I
f you want to be happy then I am the one that you should give your heart to.

Now everyday ain't gonna be like the summers day.
Being in love it really ain't like the movies screen.
But I can tell you all the drama aside you
And I can find what the worlds been looking for forever.
Friendship and love together.

Can I walk with you in your life?
Till the day that the world stops spinning.
Can I walk with you in your life?
Till the day that my heart stops beating.
Can I walk with you
Till the day that the birds no longer take flight
Till the moon is underwater
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you

This is the moment I've been waiting for
you are everything I've been looking for
Can I walk with you as your wife ?

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150 thing to do before you die !

Make it bold in the sentences, if you done it!

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid --> Yay i would like to!
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candle light bath with someone
08. Said "I love you" and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby's diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten celebration with champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Go traveling to watch your favorite bands live
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and didn't care who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe --> someday!
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Taken a midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Played touch football
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo temporary or not
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on a television news program as an "expert"
83. Gotten flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Made a handshake with President
87. Eaten shark
88. Kissed on the first date
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Take a picture with your idols
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Passed out cold
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Touched a stingray
110. Broken someone's heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a TV game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Wrote a song
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for 30 hours in a 48 hour period
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. States
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad and The Odyssey
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone's life

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anggap ini sebuah keberuntungan !

apa kabar blog saya yang sudah hampir berjamur ? banyak sekali yang saya mau update. oke kita mulai dari di tolaknya saya di universitas Indonesia setelah mencoba 2 kali test yang mereka adakan. tapi entah kenapa saya menganggap ini adalah suatu keberuntungan, mungkin karena dari dulu saya sudah tertarik dengan 'desain komunikasi visual' dan saya bukanlah orang gila yang rela berguling-guling dan lari teriak-teriak depan dosen ataupun rektor universitas Indonesia hanya untuk diterima kuliah di kampus tersebut, oke masa depan saya harus tetap berlanjut. dan akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk mendaftar di universitas Trisakti, dan tentunya juga mengambil jurusan yang saya sukai 'desain komunikasi visual'. dengan usaha bolak-balik depok-grogol yang cukup panjang ternyata membuahkan hasil, akhirnya saya diterima di universitas Trisakti, dan saya sudah resmi menjadi mahasiswi disana :)

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kelakuan.

ya sudah 3 hari saya merasa jengkel dengan pacar saya, 3 penyebabnya :

masalah pertama kebohongan dia :

saya : "cepet pulang, margonda macet"
pacar : "iya sayang, aku ngga pulang lewat margonda kog, aku kerumahnya dicky yang di cibinong bukan lenteng agung" (tapi kenyataannya rumah temannya di citereup, bukan lenteng agung ataupun cibinong).

masalah kedua kebohongan dia :

pacar : "nanti temen2 aku mau kesentul, aku boleh ikut ngga ?"
saya : (mulai bt) "mau ngapain si ah ? :("
pacar : "iyaa ngga ikut kog aku, lagipula ngga jadi. aku mau makan pempek aja ni ay" (oke sekarang ada bukti status update dan foto2 dia tersenyum bahagia di sentul)












ini bukti kebahagiaannya -.-"

masalah ketiga :

saya masih tidak bisa terima ternyata dia pergi lebih jauh dari sentul, sampai detik ini tidak bisa walaupun dia sudah merayu dengan embel-embel 'jalan-jalan' :(

kebohongan kecil yang sering dianggap sepele olehnya.

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berjanjilah (frizka fajar & juni erbina saragih)

mungkin mulai tahun ini saya akan mulai merindukan kalian. walaupun saya tidak pernah mengucapkan ini dengan mulut saya, tapi kalian adalah "sahabat terbaik saya".
setiap jam, menit, dan detik yang kita lewati bersama, tidak ada satupun yang akan bisa menggantikannya. dan tiap kata yang kalian keluarkan untuk membuat saya senang, sedih, semangat atau apapun itu, tidak akan pernah saya lupakan.

saya berharap kalian ada disamping saya sekarang ketika saya menangis menulis blog ini.

tapi yang paling saya inginkan untuk semuanya adalah kalian berjanji bahwa kita akan menjadi sahabat selamanya, dan berjanjilah kapanpun dan dimanapun itu suatu saat nanti kita pasti akan mengulangi masa-masa bersama seperti di SMA.

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

♥frizka fajar saraswati & juni erbina saragih.

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Ujian Nasional.

22 Maret - 26 Maret 2010

Tanggal ini adalah yang sedang kami tunggu-tunggu termasuk saya salah satu murid kelas 12, mungkin tanggal ini akan sangat membawa pengaruh terhadap hidup dan kelanjutan pendidikan kami nantinya. Tapi kami percaya Tuhan punya rencana yang indah di tanggal ini, untuk sekarang hanya rasa optimis akan kata "lulus" lah yang kami pegang.

SEMUA BAIK.

Dari semula t’lah Kau tetapkan,
hidupku dalam tangan-Mu,
dalam rencana-Mu Tuhan.
Rencana indah t’lah Kau siapkan,
bagi masa depanku yang penuh harapan.

S’mua baik, s’mua baik,
segala yang t’lah Kau perbuat,
di dalam hidupku.
S’mua baik, sungguh teramat baik,
Kau jadikan hidupku berarti.

1 yang pasti, Tuhan punya rencana atas hidup kita dan masa depan kita.
Semua sekolah di INDONESIA LULUS UJIAN NASIONAL 100%

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high school never ends.

SMA 7 PSKD.

walaupun status kami masih sebagai pelajar, tapi ketika kami LULUS nanti, masa-masa yang tidak akan pernah terlupakan adalah masa SMA, saya rasa pernyataan itu sangat tepat.

apakah saya dan teman-teman saya akan merindukannya ? TENTU ! kami akan sangat merindukan bangunan kecil dan masa-masa kami menghabiskan 3 tahun ini ketika kami melanjutkan ke universitas pilihan kami masing-masing. dan tentu saja saya tidak akan pernah melupakan semua kejadian baik atau buruk yang saya lalui di masa-masa SMA ini. satu yang pasti, saya sangat menyayangi semua angkatan 2009/2010 SMA 7 PSKD.

tidak terlihat seperti bangunan SMA bukan ?

bagian gerbang sekolah

balkon (barisan penonton) :D

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a true friend is someone who understands your past,
believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.

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si korea bermuka lobak pujaan hati saya.

pacar saya : "emang si awalnya aku cuma mau mainin km, ternyata aku sadar banget makin kesini aku makin sayang kamu !"

akhir yang bahagia untuk niat awal yang jahat.

terima-kasih Tuhan tidak ada lagi cowok perokok, kalong ataupun anak clubbing. saya bangga memiliki pacar seorang anak baik-baik. haha.

05 desember 2009

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mom, I LOVE YOU.

my love will never end for you mama

kalau anda tanya siapa sahabat saya yang paling setia, dia adalah mama saya. ketika saya terjatuh dan merasa ditolak oleh orang-orang, hanya dia yang membangkitkan semangat saya dan maju membela saya didepan. ketika saya merasa disakiti, mungkin hanya dialah yang paling mengerti dan ikut merasakannya !

mama adalah wanita terhebat yang pernah saya kenal, she's the glue of my family.

Boyz II Men - A Song For Mama

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side

You were there fo me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You'll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

( chorus )
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul

You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did

And you took up for me
When everyone was downing me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

--

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Mary-Jane with a Twist.

What: The high-heeled Mary-Jane was a big shoe trend last year; but they were mostly sleek, feminine styles in patent leathers and with rounded toes. 2008 sees Mary-Jane back with a twist; or, lost of twists as seen down the runway. Double or even triple buckles are one common defining detail; bright colours, luxe fabrics or sharply pointed toes are other examples. Whatever it may be, the bottom line is it must stand out.

Seen on: 3.1 Phillip Lim, Alberta Ferreti, Chanel, Dell'Acqua, Marni, Versace, Zac Posen.

Verdict: High-heeled Mary-Janes strike a combination of school-girl sweet meets sexy vamp. Look for the interesting details which set apart the hottest buckled and strapped pumps.

♥ it.

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KASIH.

1 KORINTUS 13 : 4-7

Kasih itu :
sabar
kasih itu murah hati
ia tidak cemburu
ia tidak memegahkan diri dan tidak sombong.
ia tidak melakukan yang tidak sopan
dan tidak mencari keuntungan diri sendiri
ia tidak pemarah dan tidak menyimpan kesalahan orang lain.
ia tidak bersukacita karena ketidakadilan, tetapi karena kebenaran.
ia menutupi segala sesuatu
percaya segala sesuatu
mengharapkan segala sesuatu
sabar menanggung segala sesuatu.

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salemba group :)

les itu menyenangkan ! saya sangat menikmati tiap waktu2 bersama teman2 les saya. kenal dengan mereka membuat pengalaman dan cerita baru untuk saya.

mulai dari teman saya yang sudah mendekati hampir seluruh wanita di kelas saya, ya termasuk saya dan teman2 saya, kemudian anak yang selalu jadi bahan tertawa seisi kelas, tidak lupa juga tentang 2 teman saya yang selalu mentransfer pulsa diam2, hingga guru yang tega meninggalkan kelas karena kesal pada kami semua.

tiada hari tanpa tertawa bersama mereka :)

especially those :

maranatha frizca widagdo.
devita mega situmorang.
aprilia maharani munaz.
shena sinatria.

-the important thing is, we love each other

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Mariah Carey - I Wanna Know What Love Is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I’m older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I’m gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and I’m feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is

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i'm sorry mom :(

saya berangkat les dengan penuh rasal kesal. oke aslinya saya memang tidak les, tapi pergi (cabut) ke warnet dekat rumah. diluar sudah mendung dan akan hujan deras !

saya tidak mau les :(

bukan karena malas atau apa. tapi saya tidak kuat kalau harus terus2 kehujanan.
maafin adek ya mah karena nggak les dan sempat bentak mama pas pergi tadi.

i love you mom ♥♥

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pink dolphin !

Have you ever seen a pink dolphin? belum pernah deh! Tapi percaya nggak percaya, kapten Erik Rue yang berumur 42 tahun sempat melihat lumba-lumba berwarna pink dari atas kapalnya. Dan untungnya sempat difoto loh, ketika mamalia ini muncul ke permukaan di Lake Calcasieu, utara Gulf Mexico di southwestern USA. Erik ngaku tadinya cuma liat beberapa dolphin biasa aja, tapi ia sangat kaget ketika sadar kalo ada satu dolphin yang warnanya terang! "It was absolutely stunningly pink,” ungkap Erik. Dan ternyata apa yang diliat Erik ini emang benar lumba-lumba berwarna pink. Kenapa warnanya pink? ini adalah ‘albino dolphin’, a close relation of dolphins. Lumba-lumba berwarna pink ini banyak hidup di Amazon, Amerika Selatan loh.

lucu banget yah !

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